Nothing

Loneliness is a state of mind..
It is the deep,dark abyss drilled
Into the very core of your existence.
Darkness here is beyond definition..
Solid..like a thick dark blanket..
Suffocating you..
Silence is overbearing,deafening
Where the sound of your breathing
Seems obscenely loud..

I'm falling in this sinister cavity..
I scream..knowing well there's no one to hear
Yet i scream,but the deafening silence prevails
I desperately struggle to hear the resonance of my cry
Any sound,any sign,any proof of my existence.
But i hear nothing,i see nothing..
Just the infinite silence..the drowning darkness.
I am tired,I stop struggling..submit myself

I find myself floating,suspended in nothingness
My eyes are open or shut,i don't know,it doesn't matter
My mind is numb,hollow,serene..
Now I seek nothing,demand nothing
No memories,no emotions
no expectations,no liabilities..
I am floating in nothingness
And now i feel nothing..